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Tuesday, November 04, 2008

IB HL Physics: We never learnt this in class.

As hard as it is to believe, Papers I and II are over. I never have to do Physics coursework again - and better yet, I think I actually passed. I spent half an hour before the exam panicking and praying, and it got me through - I just visualised myself as a negatively charged conductor, and the ground was earthing me, returning to equilibrium - or maybe even making me positively charged! But I'm so relieved that it's out of the way - and it didn't feel impossible. I felt like I did reasonably well - God gave me the strength to get through it without questioning myself. I literally read one of the MC answers twenty minutes before the exam - it was pretty unreal. It sucked being the only person in the exam room for the last hour though. I was lonely. =( It was strange, not hearing anything else...and not being able to discuss the answers with anyone after the exam! Though that might actually be a good thing...oh well. It's over. One more paper and I never have to do this again.

And note - I am sitting in exactly the same way as Downie in the above pic. Freaky, non? I scared him before the exam - I was getting a little *too* hysterical. Me? Anything but calm? Please.

And Gossip Girl just keeps getting more and more awesome.

Now, to procrastinate!

God Bless.

lovelove, Jess xxxx

Labels: exams, freedom, IB., photos, physics, procrastinating, year 12

posted by jess *, @ 6:44:00 pm

jess;; eighteen. ib graduate. chronic sufferer of writer's block. french speaker. physics geek. lame to the log base e of thirty seven. often uses math to express the quantity of a certain emotion. or her sarcasm. or her decrease in iq in relation to spending time with her friends. mostly the latter. and where math fails, she writes poetry. because it's kind of hard to express unrequited lust and emotion in general in terms of math. although, life is rather like a sine graph, and how high you get is dependent on the dilation parallel to the x axis which can be determined by your life experiences...but jess doesn't think she's a nerd. she doesn't study enough. speaks often in the third person. thinks too much for her own good. listens to the same song one hundred times on repeat. because listening to a depressing song once just isn't enough. queen of innuendo. insane. wannabe psychiatrist. she thinks. honestly, she has no clue what she wants to do with her life. has feminist tendencies. Christian. loves australian football. peter wentz's guitar. toby rand's tambourine. loves singing but can't hold a note. so, instead, she loves her singers. and nice eyes. addictive personality, permanently worried about something. also permanently on guilt trips. because she's very good at that. generally changes her mind thirty seven times. daughter of overprotective parents. happy emo. the jesster. loves lyrics more than music. would describe her life with the lyrics to self-conclusion by the spill canvas. is sandra's sexy bitch. solitaire slut. moody cow. has crazy-ass friends. is slowly working on a manuscript. normally the former. chocoholic. creative. sketches all the time. when she's not writing. is bringing sexy back. wants to live in paris. in the chateau du versailles. and ride a moped. has spent two nights in paris. seems to always be involved in love triangles, or friendship triangles, or something that requires her to stay up at night worrying because she freaks out that it's her fault. which is a little irrational. coincidentally, that's her middle name. attention whore. loves musicals and acting. writes poetry whenever she's emotional and always starts crying. always. is obsessed with snape and the sex god that is alan rickman. hates showing weakness. loves aladdin. instinctively answers in french. gives objects unoriginal names. such as monsieur vache for her cow wrist pad. actually names and talks to inanimate objects. has a twin. in fact, she has many twins. questions sincerity by the minute. always needs sleep. hopeless romantic. procrastinator. overuses asterisks in msn conversations. narcissist. writes when she's emotional. loves hugs and being held. is a sentimental sort of person. pretty sure she thinks too much. believes that eyes are the window to the soul. stubborn. is pretty much insane, but life is too short to waste being angry. even when some deserve it. has the most amazing friends in the world. is going to be a famous playwright, just you wait.