Saturday, April 18, 2009
for once i just want to be okay.
it sounds like a stupid request.
but i don't care.
all i want is five minutes without all of this.
to stop with the mind games
and questioning every action
every thought, every word, every movement.
but i suppose it's never going to leave
unless something drastic happens.
unless i decide that i want it gone
or i want me gone.
neither of those will be happening anytime soon.
so i guess i have no right to complain.
that's never stopped me though.
i'm hungry. i'mma go eat a cupcake.
comfort food ftw.
ps. creativity, inspiration and i are all at war.
(a war possibly more serious than
jess vs. the muffins. i know, right?)
i just can't decide if they're one team
or i'm fighting a war on two fronts.
(see? i CAN remember hist. terminology.
and people said i never studied...)
pps. most med students are virgins.
(it's fact. a study was done on it.)
so, i propse this question:
why aren't more scotch guys in medicine?
they would definitely meet THAT requirement.
ppps. have i mentioned that i'm going to fail med?
screw it. i was always going to be below
the smart smart SMART singaporeans
when they ranked us. might as well
just aim to make the cut.
it sounds like a stupid request.
but i don't care.
all i want is five minutes without all of this.
to stop with the mind games
and questioning every action
every thought, every word, every movement.
but i suppose it's never going to leave
unless something drastic happens.
unless i decide that i want it gone
or i want me gone.
neither of those will be happening anytime soon.
so i guess i have no right to complain.
that's never stopped me though.
i'm hungry. i'mma go eat a cupcake.
comfort food ftw.
ps. creativity, inspiration and i are all at war.
(a war possibly more serious than
jess vs. the muffins. i know, right?)
i just can't decide if they're one team
or i'm fighting a war on two fronts.
(see? i CAN remember hist. terminology.
and people said i never studied...)
pps. most med students are virgins.
(it's fact. a study was done on it.)
so, i propse this question:
why aren't more scotch guys in medicine?
they would definitely meet THAT requirement.
ppps. have i mentioned that i'm going to fail med?
screw it. i was always going to be below
the smart smart SMART singaporeans
when they ranked us. might as well
just aim to make the cut.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
the more i fall for someone new,
the harder it is to let you go.
oh god. if it's this hard to forget
a complete douchebag, what's
going to happen when i actually
love someone?
just a thought there.
i need to get out of my head.
stupid j.d. complex. really.
as i've been told, i think too much.
"you really do think a lot"
"wow, what gave it away?"
further proof that guys are idiots.
as if they just don't think.
yeah, i'm envious.
i want my gatsby back.
the book, not the person.
whatever that's supposed to mean.
ps. i want to be a poet
with a mbbs.
because hell yeah,
keats was.
the harder it is to let you go.
oh god. if it's this hard to forget
a complete douchebag, what's
going to happen when i actually
love someone?
just a thought there.
i need to get out of my head.
stupid j.d. complex. really.
as i've been told, i think too much.
"you really do think a lot"
"wow, what gave it away?"
further proof that guys are idiots.
as if they just don't think.
yeah, i'm envious.
i want my gatsby back.
the book, not the person.
whatever that's supposed to mean.
ps. i want to be a poet
with a mbbs.
because hell yeah,
keats was.