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Saturday, December 20, 2008

i've been dreading this weekend for five months.
now i'm halfway through it and i'm okay.
my muse decided that it loves me
and i'm waiting for it to propose.
i have some of the most amazing friends in the world
and for some reason, they always know when i'm down
and exactly how to cheer me up.
i can't wait to see them again! XD
and then there's the friendships lost
where there's no point in fighting any longer
because they're just not going to work
now that there's no common ground.

i guess all that's left to do is remember the good times,
thank the Lord for the hours spent together,
and say goodbye like you'll miss them.
of course, i will.
but i'm not going to sit around waiting for things to go back to normal
it's sad, yes, but c'est la vie.
life's starting again for me right now.
new job, new people, another chance.
the past is exactly that,
and the future will come when i'm ready
and right now, i'm taking it one day at a time
just hoping for the best.

and i blame taylor swift for all of the above.

posted by jess *, @ 10:26:00 pm




Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Anxiety is the dizziness of freedom.
- Soren Kierkegaard


RULES:
1. Put your MP3 player/ iPod on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Storm - Lifehouse

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
The Dolphin's Cry - Live

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Stronger - Kanye West

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Way You Make Me Feel - Simple Plan

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Prince Ali (Reprise) - Aladdin

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Big Blonde and Beautiful - Hairspray

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
The Grim Goodbye - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Rock Bottom - The Spill Canvas

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Under The Covers - The Spill Canvas

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
That's Not My Name - The Ting Tings

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Bridges - Lifehouse

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
The Boys Are back - High School Musical 3

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
In This Life - Delta Goodrem

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
In Pieces - Linkin Park

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Bones - The Killers

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
My December - Linkin Park

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Exitlude - The Killers

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Use Me To Use You - Trapt

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
거짓말 Remix - Big Bang

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Burning Up - The Spill Canvas


posted by jess *, @ 5:36:00 pm




Monday, December 15, 2008

jess needs...
to stop being a wimp and check her voicemail.
to stop using abbreviations on her to do list which she doesn't understand.
to upload photos.
to study for her l's.
to get a life.
to start her chrissy shopping.
to organise boxing day shopping.
to buy pink mascara.
to know who got 99.95.
to stop worrying about jan 4th.
to write something.
to finish her two editing projects.
to do some hl math work.
to find a job.
to get out of her house.
to relax.


posted by jess *, @ 1:33:00 pm